The people that make you so happy, have the power to make you so sad. Some of my best and worst memories are with the ones closest to me in my life. It’s crazy to know one day we can be so happy then the next something bad happens and everything changes between us emotionally.
Every time I tell myself that I’m done with you, it never follows through. Honestly, I would never leave you, even if it seems like I would. I care too much about you. I still want to talk to you and keep you close to me no matter what happens. There are so many times where I just want to walk away from you for good, but there’s always this tiny piece of me that refuses to let go of you.
Do you ever have those random times where you start remembering shit from the past? It hurts you so bad, it just hits you in the chest like a shock. You get the feeling that you want to burst into tears, but you’re holding it back. You can feel the pain on the inside of your body. But all you can do is sit there. Sit there in pain, while you remember all those thoughts that’s just killing your mind.
I feel your senses I feel your presence Baby girl my heart is running, cant control yeah Our love is dancing, its so romantic I’m loving what you got So precious beautiful You got me on the spot Cause girl your looking hot fasho
Well in general, I love my homegirls and they know how to relate to me better than guys do. But other than the selective few I trust, most girls are so shady. Girls will talk shit regardless if you’re friends with them or not. At least with guys, most of them stay pretty true to their homies.
What I mean about everything, is literally everything and everyone. I’m just so fed up with putting up with everyone, dealing with their bullshit, being walked all over, every little thing everyone has done to show how worthless I am. I’m done, man. I’m done.
The one that they hit up when everybody else bails out on them. The one they hit up only when they need something. The one they hit up when nobody else wants to talk. Always the back-up, never the first priority? Yeah, it sucks.
I don’t even bother telling you. Why would I even try to show it? You have a new set of friends. They’re obviously more interesting than me, more popular, richer, more attractive, whatever. They have to be if you could just break your promise of “always being there” for me like that. When are…
The thing about life is that you’re going to get hurt. You’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You’re going to suffer some kind of heartbreak, some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like you’re alive again. Life just kind of restarts.
You can’t just throw away all the time and hard work you put into it. Don’t just give up because things are getting hard and aren’t working out for you. If something or someone means a lot to you, keep fighting until you reach to the point where you can’t take it anymore, and giving up is your only option. But it isn’t actually giving up, because you just couldn’t take it anymore.
Yes, I eat noodles. Yes, I eat rice. Yes, I use chopsticks. Yes, I got slanted eyes. No, I don’t do Kung Fu and I don’t do karate. I’m different looking. Yeah, I can speak English. I don’t go ching chong. I don’t eat cats. I don’t eat dogs. Shut the fuck with all that bullshit. You’re ignorant as hell. And you’re a racist punk. Go back to my country? Bitch, I live in America or Australia. Immigrants are all over the place. Go back to school and learn some things.